Today is a good day...treatment was easy today...first day of no panicking. As the treatments progress, I hope and pray that the panic attacks stop. It's really a mind thing that I currently do not have control over. Why? Because you tend to think and think about the things that matter the most to you when your back is up against a wall. Treatment is suppose to kill the cancer cells that are attacking my body, but yet it puts you on a journey of self evaluation. Needless to say, evaluate the important things and leave the rest behind.
Can't qUiT...WON'T qUiT