3rd Day!

Today is day three.....

Waking up this morning I had a thought....that thought was what if I decided to skip a day and just go tomorrow. You know what, bad thought. I am in a fight for my life, and my life will not end early. I refuse to have my children grow up without their mother. I refuse to have my children go through the pain of having to see their mother suffer. I chose to protect my children and fight for my life for them, if for no one else. Others around you give you hope, and whoever is there for you, keep them around you because their positive energy helps you to stay positive.

Treatment today was hard...I was sick soon after finishing, but I endured. I have seen that feeling sorry for yourself is a hard task not to do, but why do it. It only makes the situation worse. I made the decision to fight, and that I will do. I won't say that I will not get sad or crawl up in a box, but I will say that I will get happy and crawl right back out of that box.

Continue to pray for me as I fight for my life and fight to stay around those that I love and that love me...

I'sha GainesComment